1 -There isn’t any snow. Which is kinda sucky. But then it allows hubby to do more treework. Which is good.
2- Just came from doctor. Turns out I can do NOTHING about my knee. My kneecap is sitting on my femur. Which is why it hurts so freaking much when I kneel. Thus, no kneeling allowed. Yes, I did cry for a moment. I begged for an operation. He said no. I was too young and new knees only last ten years. And then they fall apart. Which means I’d be in a walker at 48. That’s bad. But some cyclists (read: hardcore) develop amazingly huge delts and their kneecap is pushed off their femur so it doesn’t hurt. So if I begin training in cycling, or speedskating, and I train for about two hours a day, in about ten years, I may not be sore. But I can only go on the stupid reclining bike. Because of alignment. Because when I do cardio, I’m not allowed to straighten my leg, or bend it more than 45 degrees. ??? This is where I sigh, roll my eyes and shed one tear because I can’t figure out how I’m going to love on my gardens next year.
I can’t think of anything else to complain about.
Ok, counting blessings now:
1- Christmas is here.
2- Christmas holidays start friday. I can’t wait to have child home all day. And I get to sleep in. And take three hours to move in the morning (ie drink three cups of tea while child plays)
3- I’m healthy?
4 – hubby isn’t doing trees during holidays
5- I’ve caught my muse. And for some reason she’s only around at 4pm.
reading: Shatter Me (again) and about to begin ‘Withering Tights’
drinking: pumpkin spice tea, butterrum tea and decaf soy eggnog latte. yum
watching: tonight? Glee?
